It is hot in my house.

Too hot to sleep.

I am downstairs on the compy doing a little blogging.

Be warned, I am feeling a little philosophical, and it’s 11:45 pm.  And I don’t know what I am going to write about. 

We are going to move back to the rainy place sometime.  I don’t know when, but it is coming.  It both excites and terrifies me.  It makes me happy and sad.  I love my beautiful home and I have a lot of friends here.  We’ve lived here longer that any other place during our married life, Charming and I.  It will be hard to go.  And yet, it was a place I never really wanted to come to.

Funny, how life does that to you.  Funny how Heavenly Father can turn something "horrible" in your eyes into the best thing that has ever happened to you.

I have worked really hard this month on some goals in my Mary Kay business.  I had a tough first few weeks this month, a lot of no shows.  But it’s amazing to me how as I am right at the end that I am being blessed for the effort I made earlier.  Some of my goals I am about to reach and will complete on time.  Some are about to happen but will be past the deadline and some are not happening at all.  I am pleased with what I have accomplished.  But I must admit I am struggling with a little jealousy over the fact that someone else has accomplished something that I said I would do, something I wanted to do first, and something I wanted badly, and something I know I will have next month, but not right now when I said I would do it.

And then I read an email regarding a friend who really wanted her pregnancy and now it’s ending.

Sort of puts it all back in perspective, doesn’t it? 

Haven’t posted like this in awhile, but I figure it was about time.