I’m such a whiner. There are so many good things I could be blogging about and I keep on complaining. I am at my mom’s right now. I drove over on Sunday and since we "moved" to the Rainy Place, Mom’s house is only a FIVE hour drive instead of the old TWELVE. I am glad for that. But on the way over I listened to some Christian radio programming and one fellow was talking about Abraham and how he was asked to sacrifice Isaac. It made me really ponder some things. I realized that I don’t think God will ever ask me to make such extreme sacrifices or go through hardhsips like Job, but that those stories are in the scriptures so I can see how small my hardships are.
I’m not having any sort of picnic right now. But I am not having a Job-like or and Abraham-like situation. And if they continued to have faith, and if they managed to get through their garbage, than why shouldn’t I?
And there are good things I can focus on. Spider is walking! She has another new tooth! I was able to make a five hour drive with three kids and no adult driving companion! We have food, shelter, clothing, my hub’s got an awesome job, I get to "restart" my Mary Kay business and I have friends and family who love me.
Now, if I could just quit crying about everything, it just might be all right.



Sounds like you have a postitive attitude about things!!! I hope you are able to get a new house and all that stuff in order. Keep thinking this way and I’m sure things will turn out great.
Comment by Heather — August 14, 2007 @ 6:27 pm
Hang in there! That just-about-to-break-down-and-cry feeling is difficult to endure, especially when you have little ones looking to you to hold it all together. Good to have the perspective, though, that you’re not actually the one holding it all together. Lean on God… He’ll take care of you and your family. Blessings on your day!
Comment by Holly — August 14, 2007 @ 6:35 pm
keep hanging in there. it sounds like things are really wearing you down, but keep looking for the positive. you’ll make it. you’ll be in your own place soon!
Comment by emily — August 14, 2007 @ 10:03 pm