I guess I never realized it before now, but I need stability like I need AIR.

I was driving to my grandma’s house yesterday when I realized it.  And why was I going to grandma’s house?  Because all growing up, grandma’s house was the one constant.  The one always safe and secure place.  We never had our own house growing up, and my parents were divorced.  We moved a bit, I guess, but grandma and grandpa’s house was always there.  I needed a little of that yesterday.  A little bit of memory to make me feel a little more stable and secure.

Hopefully we will be in our new Rainy Place house by the weekend.  It will be so good to get some routine and stability going.  I imagine I am going to be blogging A LOT more since I am feeling the need for connection.  Anyway.