Randomness, Life, Rosie, Just MeSeptember 5, 2007 4:32 am
We are in our new house. And for a just a few hundred thousand dollars we have acquired this:
This is what I see every single morning. We have named him Mr. Boogs. I have not fed him, I have not touched him, I have not encouraged him in any way to stay. And yet he never leaves. He tries to come inside. Probably to pee everywhere like the previous owner’s cat did.
I am an animal lover. Mr. Boogs is starting to grow on me. I have in no way a death wish for him and so I refuse to call animal control. I already have a cat, so I don’t want to adopt him either.
And today, I just wanted to go out and pet him, but I couldn’t do it. He looked so sad and in need of my loving touches. And I couldn’t help but think of this line in the book The Last Unicorn, by Peter S. Beagle. It happens when the talking cat is explaining why he won’t let the Lady Amalthea (aka, the unicorn)touch him. I can’t quote it exactly because my book is on a truck somewhere between here and Vegas, but basically he says he won’t let her touch him because then he would belong to her and would no longer belong to himself.
And that is why I couldn’t touch Boogs today. Because if I touched him then he would be mine. And I have a cat. Besides, Kathryn said she’s going to spare me the guilt and call animal control for me on some random day without telling me. So he will be gone eventually anyway.
And I might actually miss him. And I still really want to give him a love.